Wednesday, April 13, 2011

velvet-black:smeared-blue

where do i start
reach into the fuckin' stars
velvet-black:smeared-blue

i see me and look beyond 
for you

"yo son carabali
negro de nacion
sin la libertad
no  puedo vivir"

sounds so sweet though
not necessarily the origins
of me

i stumble through
the silken locks
i have craved
to sample love's sweet 
victory through bitterness
(the darkest sweet so far
as i can tell)
can't make believe 
i'm not living in hell

lab-caged rat i stumble
for the prize         or
rub my belly i lay down;
my ego circumsized
and this boy has to pee
all the time

blindless blitterings these words
stumble naked forth
from truths cold shoulder
ashes and the embers smolder

all that's left to tell my story true
all that's left when 
times i think of you

i sniff and snort bad 
things out of hate
and hatred's bed she
sleeps me well all day
and 
nothing
i  have left to say is
nothing left was here for me
nothing here was left for me

i am here to sing
your burden fast to
thinking sleep      to
calm the dragons in your 
mind just one last 
loving time-
one last farewell rhyme, or
this. which i give
to you,
ammonia-smelling crystal 
pine sol blue
amber first but stirred
with morning's mist
cry the burning tears that
are stirred by this
loveless
faithless
bullshit
harem tryst.

coming is more of this-

(2.16.00)

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